Rain(!) and new relationships....
It's raining! How wonderful... You should smell this breeze coming in off the front porch... And hear the mourning doves.... Its a beautiful morning...
I have 5 nights down, only two more to go before a night off from work... I am exhausted, but if I can just make it two more nights....LOL....
I have been thinking about taking a second job... But I don't know how I would ever hold up with even less sleep.... Ah well, such is life....
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When you meet someone online, you get to know them totally on the merit of their personality... And a lot of times you don't know what they look like, so you can't "prejudge" them... I just finally got a picture of someone I have been talking to for a little while, and I was amazed... He doesn't look anything like I pictured... He does look very nice, though... And I already was coming to that conclusion....LOL... But not the sort of man I would have thought that I would have had much in common with.... its funny how personalities don't always fit people's looks...Although my friend, who can "see" things (sort of psychic if you will...) has told me that she sees me with an older "suit" guy... Which fits this man's description....Hmmmm...
I don't have a pic online (yet) but I will soon... But I won't put it where just anyone can see it just because I want people to get to know me through my personality that shows in my words... And by learning about my life... Before they see my face... I actually don't have much in the way of "confidence" in my looks... Although I have had men tell me I am beautiful (and a few women also) I don't think so... But I am confident in my personality and intelligence... Is that arrogance? Or is arrogance just being over-confident based on your own looks?
I had thought that I wanted a new relationship, but then why does the thought of a new relationship scare the hell out of me, make me want to run and hide??? Seems the only one I can't quite figure out is myself....LOL
I have 5 nights down, only two more to go before a night off from work... I am exhausted, but if I can just make it two more nights....LOL....
I have been thinking about taking a second job... But I don't know how I would ever hold up with even less sleep.... Ah well, such is life....
~*~*~*~
When you meet someone online, you get to know them totally on the merit of their personality... And a lot of times you don't know what they look like, so you can't "prejudge" them... I just finally got a picture of someone I have been talking to for a little while, and I was amazed... He doesn't look anything like I pictured... He does look very nice, though... And I already was coming to that conclusion....LOL... But not the sort of man I would have thought that I would have had much in common with.... its funny how personalities don't always fit people's looks...Although my friend, who can "see" things (sort of psychic if you will...) has told me that she sees me with an older "suit" guy... Which fits this man's description....Hmmmm...
I don't have a pic online (yet) but I will soon... But I won't put it where just anyone can see it just because I want people to get to know me through my personality that shows in my words... And by learning about my life... Before they see my face... I actually don't have much in the way of "confidence" in my looks... Although I have had men tell me I am beautiful (and a few women also) I don't think so... But I am confident in my personality and intelligence... Is that arrogance? Or is arrogance just being over-confident based on your own looks?
I had thought that I wanted a new relationship, but then why does the thought of a new relationship scare the hell out of me, make me want to run and hide??? Seems the only one I can't quite figure out is myself....LOL
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